Person of interest

So, I had a dream last night, the same dream is having for a few weeks now. It’s about a girl, someone, in particular, my person of interest. I think I like her or should I say my brain likes her. Releasing love hormones & because of that am falling in love over and over again. Don’t know why this is happening, maybe I am OD! OD from playing lots and lots of video games and listening to pop music. Guys everything is good, but don’t overdo it.

I was feeling depressed and alone. About that girl, she is pretty, smart and at the same time, she is Lil dumb. Actually, I don’t say this but everyone thinks about her so I don’t know why?

They say you fall in love once. But for me once is not enough. I fall in love day in and day out. What’s wrong with me? I fall in love like seasons, it changes with time …but the reality is each love is different & I find this one very special. I smiled at her and she smiled back. …. Voila she likes me. In other words, I can say that my day starts with her and ends with her & today is no different, I woke up thinking of her doing my everyday rituals ( playing video games & listing to pop music)…damn!! Every song is about love & drugs. What’s happening to this world?

After some time the same mixed emotion of loneliness and anxiety and the pain is still growing with time.

I can’t concentrate on anything. Damn girl, you ruined my life. What should I do…..? So I went for some alone time… don’t know why because I am always alone as I am the only child & so I grew up spending my time all alone technically doing nothing. I went to the terrace of my apartment & looked at the beautiful orange sky and children playing in the field, birds chirping, and crunching of the chips. Which I was eating at that time.

After some time I felt very happy and emotionally calm…………. Maybe I was just hungry at that time and my brain was sending me the wrong signals?

P.S – Love is a drug —